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Cycles

by Josh Shirah

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1.
Don't Lie 04:15
If you don't like the taste in your ears that comes from my mouth You don't have to listen in you can politely tune on out But baby it's probably exemplary to remember what I had to say Because dammit I'll be making history along the way My lyrical cycles remind me of my culinary experience on the stove Burning everyone to a crystal clear crispy kind of cold I don't think you realize exactly what you guys have done when I set my oven to bake It lets me know exactly which motherfucker is mother fucking fake So please don't lie oh please don't lie lie lie lie lie Oh please don't lie oh please don't lie lie lie lie lie I have people who say they'll support me by coming to all of my shows But when the time comes and I'm on stage where are they oh who the fuck knows I'm gonna remember the friends who would never have to be asked to attend Rachel and Amanda whenever you're in town you come to every single one of them I'm done contemplating my family in waiting wondering where in the world I'll be They worry too much I guess that's what they love to think that I live irresponsibly They don't beat around the bush when they say that they think I should be getting my degree Maybe they're right maybe they're wrong but will I even have enough time to see? Time is limited quantity Chorus we don't have enough time on this earth already it seems it's coming to an end Why waste the words out of your mouth just to make me think that you are a true friend
2.
You are the fox to my hound You take my world and you spin it around So I can see what you mean A brand new perspective means that I have much to read Much to learn, from your ways When I look at you I don't see a beautiful mistake I think it's planned for us to be So that you do you and I will do me But as one were a tree Growing together in perfect harmony I wouldn't mind if you took my heart As long as you did not tear it apart And honestly I wouldn't mind if you were to run away Cause darling you take my breath away You are the thief to my jewel You are a queen and you have absolute rule Over my heart and my soul If you wanted it I would play you rock and roll And scream the words to your face I love you miss rose can you see that when I play And I swear you'll be mine If it takes forever at least I'll know I'm trying I wouldn't mind if you took my heart and I wouldn't mind if you tore it apart but honestly I wouldn't mind if you wanted to stay cause darling you take my breath away One day without you is like the 14 years before you met me How can I continue to live in this misery But then I understand why I live day to day You take my breath away x4
3.
Let Me In 03:55
If the rain were to fall in a way we'd all Watch it rise along our pencil long walls Would you stare in disbelief or sigh with relief If you spied me swimming through your backyard reef You should open your door trust me just a little more Let me fill your home with h2o I promise you won't drown on your way down To the basement floor to undo the plug Let me in x4 Would there be any room In your underwater tomb For your stubborn pride To take up any space Or would you suffocate Because of your hate For me is stronger than your need for air I'm ashamed for what I've done But I'll admit it's fun Persuading you to come back out to the sea This time is different and I know I'm worth it I'll be your life vest until you start to sink Let me in x4 And if you think that I would intentionally drown you then you've learned a thing or two But why would I try so hard if I was just gonna sink the ship I'll be honest I don't know that answer yet Let me in x4
4.
Undertow 04:44
I'll be I'll be sinking in between the sheets where you left me I've been drowning, gasping for air My only curse was finding a maiden so fair My love for you will not come to a sudden cease Even though you pull me under your waves to tease Please make some room in your heart small enough for me Though I will not spurn you if you pull me under your sea I've been snared entrapped in your net The strings in your web of love are oh so intricate I am your prey whose heart will not last for long My heart grows more feeble with each touch you make me less strong My love for you somehow comes to me with ease By darling I plead you, I'm begging on my knees Please make some room in your heart small enough for me Though I will not spurn you if you pull me under your sea x2 Pull me under your sheets Pull me under your sea
5.
She's got long black hair, Designer eyes I don't know if she sees through my disguise We're staring across the room our eyes in tune Funny thing all I can think about is you She walks across the space but wait there's more She says with her pretty face "I'm the girl you can't ignore" This girl doesn't know what you mean to me But then again I need to think realistically Because you're never coming back At least that's what you said I'll try not to think of you when I'm in the bed With her, when were done I'm staring at the ceiling The wound you gave me still isn't healing I'll fall asleep to the sound of her lungs But I'm still climbing a ladder without any rungs You're not here But she's in the room I miss you dear She won't love like you I'm just trying to fill the hole that you left me Won't you Come back please Come back to me Back to the start I don't know where I should go You're the only thing that I've ever really known My buddy mentioned a place that was down on third He said it's where you go when you're extremely hurt I had nothin to lose you were already gone I thought what's the worse that could go wrong Now I'm addicted, it's led me astray But it temporarily lets the pain go away It's like the tips of your fingers are touching my skin I've sort of found a way to feel you once again The only other place I feel truly me Is in the middle of my subconscious memory You are there and we have happier times I hope you get this message through these distant rhymes because You're not here But she's in the room I miss you dear She won't love like you I'm just trying to fill the hole that you left me Won't you Come back please Come back to me Last thing I remember is when you left The can't get the image from my head I don't know why it didn't occur to me That I should've stopped you from leaving Come back to me x3
6.
Reflection 02:31
I loved you, I love you Why couldn't you just reciprocate the emotion that I gave to you I'm a slave to you Depressed, Distressed Repetitively a mess I want to know why I am so lucky to be so blessed By your heart and your charm and the softness of your arm But underneath your heart is an underlying harm That is Waiting and Creating All the pain you kept on making For me in my mind Heart ahead head behind I won't get The intentions you presented The connections you pretended; Were so closely represented as Love and joy But it was just all a ploy Now I'm just left here as a sad forsaken little boy Will he dance with you Will he sing with you Would you please explain to me What exactly the last two years meant to you Hoops on fire burning tires Truth is I'm hanging from the wire Can't you tell dear? Frankly I'm just really fucking tired Of the bullshit emotions that you faked How was I supposed to see this coming I'm sorry My bad My mistake You know what I hope they find your body at the bottom of a fucking lake And I mean that in the nicest way possible Yes your pedestals high but dear you're not unstoppable just get out of my face I'm going home to erase every single fucking trace of you, pictures, clothes, headbands on the floor You don't mean a fucking thing to me anymore Pardon my French and excuse my language But wouldn't you say the same if you had this much mental anguish I wish It wasn't like this really I do But here's one last gift from me to you Looks like you got me the same one too It's a nice middle finger a big fuck you

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An album for people who understand the pull of being in a cycle, being it a relationship, mindset, or way of life.

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released August 28, 2015

Art Direction: Amber Muller
Producer: Marty Kibler

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Josh Shirah Los Angeles, California

Michigan singer and songwriter based in Los Angeles

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